All I really want to do right now is get drunk and play video games all night long…

Since the only reason that any of you know that something is wrong, is because you've happened to read this, forgive me if I don't want to spill my soul to you.

I'd rather talk to a screen then to someone who is only curious and looking for a new story.

I'm so desperately lonely.
I'm surrounded, surrounded by noise and people and yet it's all outside and far away and I'm left curled up alone and struggling to exist.
I can't breathe, I can't think, I can't sleep, I can't see.
Everyone's looking, but no one's seeing.
I can't stand it I can't stand it I can't stand it.