I used to be the girl who would post links to fb pages that refer to you on your page, often receiving a cute response. I used to be the girl who you told things to. I used to be the girl you'd hug and tell that she was beautiful and shouldn't be so self conscious all the time. I used to be the girl you said was your best female friend.
I hate how much it truly hurts to realise that you've lost your best friend, that they aren't going to come back, that they don't willingly want to see and hug you anymore.
I hate realizing how alone you actually are.